SmiLiNg Is NoT My ReAliTy,

ThIs Is HoW I PrEtEnD To Be,By NiGhT I CrY MySeLf To SlEeP,WiD My GoD FrOwNiNg At Me,

DrOwnInG In A FlOoD Of TeArS,BuT TeArs Are My DeStInY,

My ViSiOn A BlUr As I FuLLFiLL,

AnD ThIs Is HoW I MeAnT To Be,

My LiFe UnWoRthY,My SelF To KiLL,ExIsTeNcE A ToRtUrE I MuSt EnDurE,

As U RegArDeD SuiCiDe As SiN,I M NoT AgAiNsT U My HeArt Is PuRe,

FaTe Is MoCkInG WiTh An EviL GriN,SuRrOuNDeD In A BlAcK NeSs So DeEp,

I WaLk,I SeE But SuRvIvE No MoRe,

I M DeAd InSiDe,In DaRkNeSs WeEp,

YoU KnoW I LoVe U,LIkE EvEr BeFoRe,

FoRgIvE Me As In My GrAvE I LaY,

FrEe Me oF ThiS PaIn AnD LeT Me DiE,I JuSt CaNT BaRe It AnY MoRe:'(